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I dream of a big big big enormous house by the lake, and a swarm of doves swimming and a swing for me to ride on it. My spouse, with his muscular build, tanned skin, large shoulder to pick me up and bring me to bed. Me, having a twin of boy and girl. Two years old, to be specific. My brown curls, and his smelly sweaty shirt... Sleeping on the bed. Loving ourselves. Love till our death. No..... That was only my dream. No! I was locked in this small house. I looked at my large tattooed scar. As big as a ladybug. My left hand, and my knee. I fell down the stairs. Mama pushed me down the stairs, because I did not bring her cookies to her room. Maybe I did forget. My Dada, smoking cigar and throwing it in my face. "You dimwit, you never clean up after yourself! I wonder why your stupid Marco loved you even when you're this stupid!" Marco, he was shot dead. Dada gunfired him. He was on the tree, waiting for me, while I was locked in the closet. Dada and ...